Life Now
After a year and a half, Polaris and I are finally together. He came. He saw. He decided life in the US isn’t for him…nor is being married. We gave it a shot, it didn’t work…but I think we both grew in the process. Had he been able to come in February 2024 instead of February 2025, things might have worked out better…but the Universe had other plans for us.
Am I sad? Absolutely. Do I regret getting married to Polaris? Definitely not. I have no doubt that the Universe has many more adventures in store for me. In the meantime, we are trying to figure out what to do next. Polaris wants to earn some money to pay for the trip back and to have some savings for his life back home. We are planning to go visit the family in July, so I imagine I will come home and he will stay.
I remember how hard it was to find Polaris and am wondering if I really want to put myself through all of that again or if I just want to say fuck it and start my collection of cats and guinea pigs. I could move my sister and me to a 20-acre compound and start preparing for the shit storm that is coming to the US. Big garden, a few animals, solar and wind power, a well with a filtration system, and an on-property solid waste treatment plan. We could live through WW3 and the zombie apocalypse
WW3 is definitely coming….Hitler Junior, his Sith master, and his orange puppet are on their way to making the US the most hated country in the world. Inserting themselves into other countries’ businesses….promoting genocide…..preparing for the enslavement of the non-billionaire classes of US residents…..If I weren’t so fucking stubborn I’d probably say fuck this shit and blow this popsicle stand of a life. But I’m more interested in fighting in the resistance.
The time is now people. There is no more time to sit on the sidelines and watch…pick a side, strap on your boots, grab your picket signs and megaphones, and get fighting. I hope there are more of us on the side of freedom and equality…trust me, you aren’t going to like the alternative.
Stay safe out there. Times are crazy….don’t let the craziness sweep you away. You are amazing, you are strong, you can do everything you set your mind to, and you are ABSOLUTELY ALWAYS ENOUGH!
Love Zuzu.
